My Concussions

When I was a young-ish teenager I got hit in the face with a baseball bat, like on purpose – BAM! I was concussed as a motherfucker – medically diagnosed, got my eye stitched back together, etc. I was also knocked senseless with a sucker punch once – possible concussions there for sure.

I know of at least 3 more concussions I had while playing football. No doubt in my mind – 100%. May have been more but at least those 3.

multiple concussions I had while playing football
We did wear helmets during the actual games…

I was possibly concussed on the job site once as well. That is at least half a dozen, very well could have been more. I mean my damn nose was broke at some point and I never got medical attention, so who knows. I’ve had health care sporadically at best throughout my life and all but one or two of these incidents were ever treated much less diagnosed.

My ID says organ donor – I am at least curious if I have or develop some degree of CTE. I wouldn’t be surprised about this either. I do seem to have had suspect impulse control over the years, and at least sporadically I have even been self destructive.

More personally when I watched the documentary on concussions I had an eerie sensation that allot of it seemed familiar. There is no way to know if someone has CTE until they have passed away and an autopsy is performed. I am not sure what good it does then unless it is a specific case where concussions have been well documented.

I don’t fit that particular demographic, I just came from a generation that encouraged boys to be boys. We did not understand the damage that head trauma and repeated concussions could do to us long term.

At the very least awareness has been raised so that kids and parents today can make informed decisions about whether potential concussions are worth the experience of playing contact sports.

We didn’t have that privilege.

2 comments

    1. Every body has different challenges and advantages in life. I am certainly not complaining or saying I’ve had it worse than anyone else – just something I had been thinking about lately.

      I’m good, just expressing myself.

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